It don't take a whole day to recognize sunshine...

©  NsM

lost in a daze days are lost
hold on tight just to let go
letting go just to hold on
rights are wrongs wrongs are rights
left or right whats' the fuckin difference it's a direction...
controlled or uncontrolled
wanting to need needing to want
unleashed to the world before the world unleashes you
captivated to fly away free free to be captivated
held without will wishing to be held
flying high as a kite lingering low afraid to crash
manipulated mindset like a trained smile
feelings of feelings
electrified flight through the veins
pumping venom
life in a form that keeps pushing one forward
knowing something nothing anything everything...
what does it matter?
so long as you feel...

Into the Soul of a Flame...

©  NsM

curled around a ball of fire
like a flame burning with desire
feisty enough to let off a spark
lifting afloat free to dance about
attracting attention
flickering a temptation
intensity building
a need to combust
withholding being till the spark cracks and ignites
liquefies pleasure
reeks of existence
touched by the raw
beauty intriguing deeper
perception penetrating
wanting to fuel
a need to spread!
shouting out colour
igniting without contact
reaching into layers
stinging like a burn
leaving a desire to zone!
deeper into nowhere
comfort from within
in a daze watching the flame...

Just Inside Words...

©  NsM

speak to me in a whisper
plead to me your case
whisper to me your silent silences
your secret whispers you want to hold tight
tucked away deeper then you are willing to go
what will you find that you are frightened to welcome...

could you possibly open more then you are willing to see'
do you still' will you still '
know how it is you close the door
build the wall
protect your being yet allow some to slip out...

hold close what you want protected
yet colour what you want to stop from turning grey
held deep
captive to light, to touch.
held until the journey is welcomed...
twisted manipulated desired relished succumbed!

all as one
don't be frightened as to what you may see
pieces of you are inside me ; that's me inside pieces of you.

i don't know?

inside me is inside you...inside you is inside me...

©  NsM

in the silence of my mind
i find comfort
thoughts collide but silence retains itself
nowhere to go
still inside yet leaping out wanting to be heard seen felt touched reached
words are merely words till they form a thought
something that intrigues the mind in deeper
something to run with
to free your inner being to shout from inside those voices that speak
tangled in thoughts that pour out and over each other...rapid and swift
alone they begin till they gather and build
transforming into more
helping you grow    to feel    to just know
listening to the words understanding what is in between them
conscience speaks voices answer
something to learn something to teach...understanding of the lesson
life is precious and time is sweet    happiness is bliss and misery loves company
journey alone or reach for others
captivating lives in an alphabet rhyme
expressing from that spot only you can go
allowing others in or letting yourself out
words are only the beginning...

Insane in a Question?

©  NsM

an over abundance of emotion
you ever feel special?

an over abundance of pain
you ever hurt to feel?

an over abundance of love
you ever feel your heart grow?

an over abundance of thoughts
you ever just know something? nothing? everything? anything?

an over abundance of life
you ever become overwhelmed?

an over abundance of you
you ever stop to see who you really are?

an over abundance of being
you ever just allow what is to be to be just what it is?

In a H e A r T b E a T...

©  NsM

my glistening heart filled with pain
it pulsates sadness from within
beating out tears to bring me to life...
making me feel inside out
keeping me alive
moving me forward
holding me tight
strong enough to build the toughest walls
yet soft enough to want penetration
a heart that longs to feel something radiant
be afraid no more for letting love in will heal
oh heart of mine don't waste no more time
capture what you want and make it yours
pump life into my veins
care into my heart
let me love without pain
teach me to live with all of my being
show me how to let out all that i hold in...

In a Circle...

©  NsM

in a circle all is together
connected
joined with flow
no beginning
no ending
simply middles of more or less
when one feels we all feel
when one breaks we all break
when one loves we all love
when one needs we all know to respond
a language of it's own
nothing needs to be spoken
for everything is felt
understood
like a life calling
just knowing you need it to survive
to feel complete
whole as one...
breathing life into the circle
inhaling being
exchanging of energy
in the circle for life...