You in there? or am I out there?

©  NsM

I shout at me to stop being silent
Speak words to me please
Help my mind to flow
I'm tired of being trapped
I need to splatter a mess
Reaching deep into my soul
Searching depths
So thick it holds me still
Wanting me to sink
Like sand dripping in the hour glass
I keep flipping my mind over
Hoping to restart
Some cascading flow of something
Ignite me
Spark a moment
Fire up my being
Show me what is being held captive
Under protection even from me
Pull me out from wherever I am
I'm ready to flow...