© NsM
hmmmm what kinda randomness should i let out tonight? i have a passion for WoRdS...sometimes they come out just the way ya want them to, other times you can loose what or where you were trying to go! is it so bad to get lost? allowing thoughts to come out without being processed...spilling text onto white.... filling blanks with foreverness...making a mark...staining a moment in time...letting your guard down long enough to allow others in!!!! escaping where your mind takes you...following the lead of a previous thought...lingering in that moment staying close enough to be ~held~yet wandering in search of where to go next? feeling what is being absorbed...tasting release...seeing thoughts appear...hearing that voice...relax your mind...feel lost for a moment, let the thoughts collide and play amongst themselves!~pleasuring~teasing~tempting~your mind to go deeper into areas you normally keep hidden...~unspoken~sheltered~protected~afraid they may be read wrong, interpreted without learning to be read between the lines~manipulated~placed in the spot wrong/wrong spot MISUNDERSTOOD.............................................FUCK IT when you constantly think before you speak you deny yourself sharing what needs to be let out...for some reason this tends to be different when you write what comes to mind...no thinking! just RAW words, no worrying bout what came out or what will come next! PoEtRy in a form only one with an open mind can relate....learning to feel the words with more then just your eyes...wanting to be heard without speaking a sound...think i may be done now..lemme go back and read and filter and change all the blurted out fucked up shit i was typin without thinking where i was going... wait a minute if i did that i would delete it all...BlAh bLaH fUcKiNg BlAh
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