I Just Want To Dream...

©  NsM

when life surrounds you in the real world
you wake long before the sun
laying still
hoping
wanting to be left in a slumber
but reality awaits
the brfb button is broke, believe me i have done tried
the moment my mind perks all is gone
slapped awake
no memory of any dream
do i ever?
where do i go to get them back?
just how deep does one have to dig?
one glimpse of something other then colours
a fragment
a word
a ...