Combusting...

©  NsM

i close my eyes and allow all to pour out nothing flows
if i open my mind and question everything i get stuck
thoughts disapear when i want them to shine
the ones that shine i want to bury deep
some are so fast they are forgotten
others linger so long they eat away
prying deep into spots that want to be left alone
spots that need to be touched but cause heartache
so why go there...why not avoid...let them remained sealed
sealed in emotion that blinds
concealed within trapped under a smile
a smile that covers all making you forget
holding your heart in upturned lips
lips that smile a contagious smile
and speak more then words could ever communicate
a smile that came from covering pain
metamorphosing into a happy moment
a moment where you feel a smile change
something you hold within
releasing pain and heartache in a smile...